Well this week I turned in my final English paper. I chose to research the many options to treat tendonitis. The rough part of it was highlighting all of my sources gosh I can not begin to explain how much ink and paper that took to print it out,but for once I had it all done the night before. Next week I have a swim final and a math final then wait for grades. I have chosen to take Spring/Summer classes online I know it will be a challenge,but this time I am better prepared for it. So this time I am not going to worry just going to use my lovely planner and just do it the way that works for me. I have realized that I study differently from others,and that is what works for me. It will be nice to have that associates degree then go to Saginaw Valley and get my bachelor’s degree in Communications. I have no clue now what I am doing in that field,but for once in my life. I like not knowing because it just means a new adventure awaits me,and so I plan on going in the direction that a door opens.
Today going to celebrate Easter with my daughters early. I am starting to feel better I am glad for that I had a mild panic attack this morning but I am doing better. I need to learn to take it one day at a time and not to plan too many things that way I don’t overwhelm myself. Worked on a paper yesterday today I am just going to take it easy and get up in the morning to work on it again. Since the panic attack I am learning that I need to just slow down and breathe. It’s time that I take care of myself so that way I will be there for my kids and my boyfriend. I know that people want a healthy person. I hate being mean but it’s time that I took care of myself so that means I will say no and not feel guilty about doing it. This college student has enough on her plate it’s just time people take a number and I will get back to them when I can do it. Writing this blog is helping me out a lot because my nervous are finally calming down. It will be nice to get back to normal whatever that really means.
Sorry I haven’t been keeping up with my blogs but I had a panic attack on the 24th of March didn’t know that until the 3rd of April.So this college student has to slow down and take deep breaths just to get back to normal. Plus I am working on an 8-10 page research paper so it has been a really busy time for me. Last week I had an English essay exam I studied as hard as I could but we shall see how I did not going to worry about that. I did have a math test on the 28th of March which I did not do so well on. I know it will work out in the end. I am just so glad the doctor cleared me to swim. I really missed swimming that was a great stress reliever. So it was disappointing when the er doctor said I had to miss swimming. I will try update more on my posting sorry if I am not posting as often,but this college student has to take care of her so that way I can write these blogs to let others know what it is like for a college student because it’s not always fun because there is a lot of work that goes into it and the work is demanding.